Trying out new things.

Currently I am trying out this whole blogging and writing phase. How long would this last? Who really knows, but the more I write, the less heavy my brain is. So I guess… it is working?? But whatever the case, I want to get a habit doing this type of thing. Why? Well for starters like I said it feels nice to write down my thoughts and not having to think over and over until my brain forgets about it and I end up feeling lost. Also I want to improve my writing skills since I want to publish a fictional book in the future. Not only do I have to improve my writing skills but I also have to get the habit of reading. So far I try to read in the morning so that I can warmup my brain muscles ( if that is a thing) but I won’t lie since I need to be true to myself and that I did for 3 days and it seems I abandoned it today. I really need to stop doing that. Also I want to be able to finish a book since I have never done that before. To learn to actually finish and understand a book ( the last book I actually finished was in middle school since I stopped caring about school in high school ) to the point where I connect with the book.

I also want to try out different hobbies such as woodworking, camping, being handy in different housing appliances, robotics, programming… yeah… a lot of things. Will I accomplish these things? Probably not. Cause I get too frustrated when things don’t go my way but I have realized that is almost every time I do something. So it is either to accept it or keep playing the victim mindset. So far I am into my writing phase or at least I try. But since I am writing this blog, I say it is a good starting point. Instead of writing essays about topics I don’t like, I can focus my shift to topics that I do like and geek about them. Now that I mention it, about writing essays, I think my hatred for writing was due to those essays. I hated anything that had to do with books I don’t really like and also the fact that instead of enjoying the writing the process, I focused my mind into thinking about if the teacher is going to like it, so that I can get a good mark in school. I think with those factors, I hated writing and the fact that I can write my own thoughts is very new. I am still learning and trying to at least improve my storytelling and ways that I can express myself.